before I say what happened, I questioned whether I should do this. whether I should make a post about a private matter. but I suppose it wouldn't hurt to share something painful with you all. i do tend to keep things to myself. (habit and all that)

on the 14th my family and me took my dog of 16 years to the vent to be put down. I'll spare you the details of how she was leading up to it. let's say, her body waste happy with food. or her own. blood. she had growths under her jaw and we later learned she had them under her back ankles. (cancer. you really are a bitch.)

we took her in and we couldn't keep ourselves from tearing up. i was fighting tooth and nail to keep it together for me nans sake. i always try to be the rock she needs. but i couldn't do it.

My first memory of her was her being a pup in my hands. she was dead cute at the time and now she was an old dog. still just as loving even in this state. She died in my hands. because I wanted her to know that even if she had to go, she was not alone.

i was there for her at the beginning so god damn it, I'll be there for her to the end.

i love you Lula, and I'll always miss you. you were the best dog I ever had. EVEN IF YOU DID SHIT IN THE HOUSE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

goodbye, girl. i hope your happy in doggy heaven.

you know the deal, looking for good 3d art? be it sfw or nsfw? feel free to send me a dm.

looking for good-looking sfm and blender pics? I'm your lad! DM if you're interested.

looking for good-looking sfm and blender pics? I'm your lad! DM if you're interested.

hey, what's new you lot? hope your all doing well. i don't really have much to say other than, ITS HOT AS BALLS!! over here. i mean I'm talking humid hot, I'm talking uncomfortable, sweaty hot. again i hope your all doing well, better than me right now.

but thats me. whats new on your end?

comms are still open, got one slot left.

I've got one slot left for anyone interested.

ok so that aside, hey everyone. I hope your all doing well. I don't have much to say on my part other than getting hired by someone who is into expansion porn. nice lad too. I am feeling a bit off, my mattress has finally gone to shit. sad really.

the other only thing I can tell you a lot currently is that we got a new hut for the chickens who have been giving us double yokes in an egg every now and then. I feel that's a reward given the little gits love to rein-act chicken run. no really, there's a reason why I call the head chicken freaking ginger. it's not because she's orange I tell you that much!

I will say tho I do think they like me, ginger won't try to peck my shoes while in pen with her and the other girls, and she doesn't mind me stroking her feathers. They're very soft I might add. how they're pulling that off given they walk around in what is a big-ass compost is beyond me.

regardless, I'm currently trying to talk me nan, into getting more of them, we reckon we can get our neighbours would be willing to buy some, which means extra bit on the side for us. To be fair fresh eggs do taste better than the ones from the market. I can say that's the case as I'm starting to like eggs and I always hated them.

anyway, that's me checking in, feel free to share what's new going on with you. I wouldn't mind hearing it. always nice to have a good chat. with that said, take care everyone.

looking for good-looking sfm and blender pics? I'm your lad! DM is your interested.

Okay, I finally updated my commission sheets. took a lot longer than I expected because I wanted them to be an improvement over the first lot.

with that said my comms are open and want to see the new prices I've made here they are

if you want to support me I would appreciate it.

thank you.

ok so their duds, or at the very least look to be infertile, we ended up getting three chickens. their names being Ginger (or Nugget called by my baby cousin) Henny and Penny. the kids in my family can't help but be excited as they've rarely seen chickens. it also turns out that me uncle had never held a chicken before so he was smiling from ear to ear.

so over all no duck or phasent. (eh no harm no faul)

as for May the fourth, however I've done a bit of good today, you see my mate

aSmartBoi came for my opinion, he wastes sure whether to make a pic or not because of how badly Disney fucked up starwars (I don't blame him one bit for his hesitation, Disney starwars is a shit show from start to finish with only a few exceptions that sadly got fucked up along the way. you all know what I'm talking about.) but I asked him how much he loved og starwars and he said a lot, I then asked him how much he hated Disney starwars and he said he refuses to count it as starwars (his name isn't just for show ladies and gentleman. neither is his ass)

I then said to him "Do it. Create one with all the love and care you can!" because in truth the fan loves and respects, Disney hates and defiles. and that's what i will say to all of you on this day, create works of art that show your love for this franchise, be it for the light, the dark, for the humble droid going about their day or the stormtrooper missing every shoot they take. show Disney why their sad attempts to corrupt all that is good within this franchise will be for nothing.

for their time will come when their control over this franchise will fall and whoever takes it will have to deal with an army of fans more powerful than they can possibly imagine. and that day will come soon, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but soon.

may the force be with you all.