so what's new with you lot? I've been busy with different shite, all of which are animations and getting a little burnt out on them. (the desire is there but the motivation refuses to muster!)

I've been making smaller stuff to build back up to the bigger ones while taking it easy.

it doesn't help that a lot was going on in my life, such as my mother getting cancer and nearly dying thanks to the incompetence of the hospital. (don't worry she's going to live, but for your own sake do NOT trust the hospitals here in England, there are exceptions thank god but the one my mother went to was not one of them.)

and apparently, there's a chance I might end up raising a pheasant (it was supposed to be chickens but we got chickens, a duck and either a pheasant or a sparrow. Don't ask me if I'm sure about that, we're STILL trying to figure that out. also for the record, I wanted boiler chickens! BOILER CHICKENS!! eh.)

anyway, I'm making something for Saints George Day and I've made a loop to show. it won't be on ib as it's got humans banging in it. also, another video I've been meaning to post for ages now but due to shite getting the way had to be put on the back burner. (heh fitting word for who's in it.)

that side, you know what I've been up to, I'd like to see what you've been up too. feel free to share your stuff, I wouldn't mind reading it.

thank you for your time, I hope you all have a good day, take care.

I figured I ask how everyone is doing, in terms of life, goals, gaming you name it. also, I just realised this might be the first time I've done this on Newgrounds. huh, well no time like the present I suppose.

as for me, I've been playing a lot of Dead Island 2, GTA 4 and Palworld. weird combo now that I think about it but eh. hope your all doing well and feel free to speak about your day if you want to.

take care.

I have a project I want to do and a map design I need to make for it. so I'm looking for someone good with Blender, likes to edit maps specifically in sfm and generally has good results to commission.

post a comment if your interested. thank you.

it's one hell of a year. was it worse than 2022? ehhhh I have no clue. will things be better this year? no. The truth is it's darkest before the dawn and it's still dark ladies and gentlemen. BUT! bit by bit, piece by piece. things are changing, we're seeing people grab idiots who try everything in their power to fuck everything up for everyone else and throw them into the gutter.

we're seeing good people slowly but surely wake up to the nonsense of this world and add their voices to the whole that will change things. for better perhaps? hard to say. but there is reason to hope, reason to fight and reason to keep trying. for a better today and tomorrow. things might not turn for the better this year, or the year after but we are slowly seeing glimpses of sunlight. and that is a beautiful thing.

good night everyone and happy new year.

where families come together, share in gifts, food and camaraderie (also drinking, don't forget the drinking) i wish you all a merry Christmas and hope you all got gifts of value and family that love you. take care, everyone.

happy new years everyone, hope you spent last night having fun with friends and family.

I won't say much about how shit this year was but I won't pretend that 2023 will be any better. there's hope that it will be and I won't knock you for that. but to say this year will be better is honestly hard to say. only time will tell on that front. but the way I see it, we got two roads. the shit one and the good one. it all depends on the events that play out and the choices everyone makes.

all I can say to you here is simply if you want the good road. make common sense decisions, do the right thing and above all be honest with yourself. do these and you won't go wrong.

with that said I wish you all good luck and like many among us, I hope for a better year this 2023. see ya, everyone.

holy shit how the hell did I not make an account with Newgrounds sooner!? seriously tho, thank you to all those following me and checking out my stuff. i appreciate the kind comments you lot put on the bottom of my videos and I hope you'll enjoy more of stuff coming down the line. with newground being the way it is when it comes to sfm renders and comics i can only do videos and good videos take time to make. but hopefully, Newgrounds is cool with blender so if that's fine you get to see more blender base stuff and not just sfm videos. who knows, maybe even some blender videos while I'm at it.

we'll see on that front.

I hope your all doing well and you're taking care of yourselves.

ok now my newest video just disappeared from my account? got no news or message on it so what the hell happened?

i just moved from my old place to this new place which is pretty much the same only with a nicer carpet and a modern living room.

the whole thing was a hell in itself and it didnt help that i was sick to the point of having an outer body experience the night before moving. combine that with the fact i couldnt breath properly and was sleeping on a mattress on the floor made it a hell of alot worse.

thankfully things are settling down now but it doesnt help i dont have a bloody door for my room and people keep popping. so as you can guess i'm forced to slow down due to this. which is just a pain in my ass because my bloody video is nearly complete!

bit of a rant there but alright.

with that said how are you all of you?

hey everyone, you all doing well? alright lets get down to business. as it stands ill be putting my femboy gangbang videos on hold for the time being. why you may ask? well for some reason the map i was using to make it was taken off of the steam workshop. ive tried to find a copy and ive had no luck. i was able to find a really good replacement but its missing hdr lighting which is needed for sfm to render. i tried to add in the lights myself using hammer and the map wouldnt even load for me. i asked a good friend for some help and sadly everyone he knew was busy on their respective parts. so after a quick though over the matter i thought it would be best to simply put the project on hold until someone was a available to handle the task.

however before the map was removed i made a loop that was going to be another part of the whole video, but i deemed to it to be too.... (for a lack of a better word) shit in terms of quality. so i started again. after getting some feedback on the loop i will be posting it soon as a failed wip.

my focus will be on this project and any small renders i can make between new scenes. after that i will be focusing on this series ive been meaning to make based on my oc as the main character, now alot of you who has been with me since the beginning will have seen a small comic (or a small collection of renders that create a story) the series in question will be a continuation of that. focusing on max getting a new job, dealing with alot fucking shit in the city hes in ( and i do mean ALOT OF FUCKING SHIT) and trying to come to terms with his past. (check out my ib to see what i'm talking about here)

finally ive been working on something very important on the side. this isnt a video by any stretch of the imagination but i can say is once its done, the real work will begin.

thank you all for you taking a moment to read this and have a good day.